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Tuesday, December 8, 2009

\\*That sickening feeling...*//

I'm back again. I find myself stupid, or silly. Enough of that. I can't get over the fact that some people can't co-exist in harmony. They have to go around hurting people and stabbing their backs till they're happy. I can't stand it anymore. Why? Why must you do this to us? You may not know that I'm talking to you, because you think that you have successfully brainwashed me like you have done to others. Some of my friends, they have been influenced by you too. Please, stop doing this to me, or my friends. Don't you know how much it hurts people? Don't you? I may not have been nice to you (but remember the fact that I had) lately, because of what you always do to me, and the worst thing is, I feel bad for not being nice. I feel horrible for days. I can't stand this. Can you please stop? I had to give up things I love in order to get out of your stupid ways, and that makes me hate myself... So much. See how much I have changed? See how bad I've become? It all boils down to your merciless way of living. I had to hurt myself, I had to hurt others, and after seeing these, do you not feel nothing at all? You know what I think? You're BLIND. INHUMAN. And you do not deserve to live on Earth.

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