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Friday, October 23, 2009

\\*Post Exam Depression*//

I finally got to use the computer. Mum's busy working on her extra job - teaching at the Building Control Authority Academy - which requires her to sit in front of the computer longer than I sleep. She's currently struggling with Power Point now. Don't laugh. It's true. People of another era face so different, so contrasting problems from us. I had to teach her how to draw lines and shapes. She's not to blame either. The new Microsoft Office version had me stumped tons of times too, only that I had the determination to unearth those hidden sources. Well, my Daddy loves to spend his time playing Super Text Twist. He could sit hours on end playing that single, simple game and of course, scold anybody who gets in his way. Then comes my little bro. He's really fast when it comes to the computer. The moment my mum gets up from the chair to cook dinner, my brother sits on it. It takes quite a while for me to lumber into the dining area so I lose out everytime.

Now, my whole family's asleep and I have the whole computer to myself. *Hah* This is such a nice feeling though I'm going to sweat all the fats off me soon enough. Seriously, the weather has been getting to me. My temper flares easier than normal now and I sweat like a PIG. I don't sound depressed. There's always a trigger to the wreckage of nerves in the brain and maybe this will cause it soon enough. I seem unusually happy at times and moody the next minute, especially when I start engaging in my favourite pastime - Brooding over stuff. It's the worst pastime anyone could ever have but I just can't seem to get rid of it. Okay, I think I should update the one damn thing that is making me mental now - Exam Results. Don't look at me like that. Here goes:

1. English - I did the worst for this subject.
2. Chinese - I'm really happy for this one, finally getting an A1 this year.
3. Combined Humanities - Geography was quite alright, though I really don't know why the oxbow lakes can't stick in my brain. Social Studies was the killer too. I nearly plucked out all my hair. Somebody, please teach me how to do SBQs.
4. Elementary Mathematics - I love this subject.
5. Additional Mathematics - Finally an A1 too.
6. Physics - A feeling of affection for this once-stupid subject flows in me now.
7. Chemistry - Always loved it and will continue loving it.
8. Biology - Horrible, Terrible, Vegetable. This phrase is so familiar. Bio MCQs and essays suck.

Okay, that's it then. Wanna know more? Look for me in person though most likely you'll get a punch in your face. I cannot do well in subjects that require remembering and memorizing. It irks me and makes me feel at a disadvantage. My memory is horrible for the record. Don't argue. I won't listen. Anyway, anyone got songs to recommend? I'm dying to update my music.

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