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Saturday, August 29, 2009

\\*Bored, Depressed, Lonely*//

I'm back... Feeling so tired now. I haven't finished my A Maths homework. I really don't know how others do well in A Maths. It's so complicated. At least E Maths is easier. I have been listening to music for the whole day, sitting in front of the computer, staring into space. I have nobody, nobody with me. Life alone is depressing. You'll see your mood change from a happy one to a very very horribly depressing one. Especially at night. The effect comes on full blast. I talked to myself already, when I was doing the English assignment, but now, I have totally no idea what to ask myself. My neighbours must think I'm mad or something. That's the funny thing. I dropped so many things and nearly got myself into hospital I think. I think all the neighbours heard crashes and ows the whole day. It's a good thing I'm still alive and typing though. My mum says I have to finish my homework by today. I figured I'd better do so before the whole family comes back tomorrow. There's one thing I like about living all alone. I don't know what it is. I can just sit down alone, anywhere at home and brood over things that's totally unnecessary to brood over. I think I got it. When you're all alone, you have unlimited space to think endlessly. To think of lots of things, lots of possibilities. You get to sigh and feel depressed without having anybody to come over and interrogate you as if you had commited murder. However, as much as I enjoy living my emo life, I do want people in it. I need them. Or else I'm going to go crazy soon and you'll see me at IMH.

I actually cooked dinner just now. A tiny portion of it is being corroded by my gastric juice while the other part is lying snugly in the fridge. I was so satisfied with it. Creamy mushroom and onion pasta. It's those packet things so the only things I had to do were to add water, milk and butter - it's so hard to cut butter - , boil the whole mixture, stir and add in the ingredients. I only ate a few mouthfuls then realised it was too creamy. I could gulp down a whole packet of apple juice though. Well, here I am, late in the night. I can't believe how I'm able to just sit down here the whole day in front of the computer. Time really flies.

Teared On|8:07 AM|

Friday, August 28, 2009

\\*I Gotta Feeling...*//

That tonight's gonna be a good night. Well, actually that's random. I'm all alone at home now. My family went back a couple of hours ago and my cousin went too. That means it's the premiere of Home Alone 15! I wouldn't mind people coming though. It's so boring being alone that I have to talk to myself or my panda to feel better. I have quite a number of assignments to complete this weekend and haven't thought of how to start work. That sucks. This is why I'm left with the internet. I feel like sleeping my time away. That's when I leave reality and have my sweet dreams accompany me. Well, that's impossible though. I really gotta feeling of something. I don't know what it is but it's just a feeling. Not that tonight's gonna be a good night. Actually I've decided to stay up all night. At around 4am, Bridget's dad will be coming to pick me up to go to Changi Airport. Yeah, Bridget, Chunwen, Mr and Mrs Shark and finally me will be going to the airport to send Leonard off. It's really sad. I will definitely miss him. Especially when there will be nobody borrowing my notes right before tests when I'm studying and there will be one person less eating during Physics lessons. 3E3 already has the least number of students in the whole level and now we're losing one more friend. I guess it's part of life. You'll have to go through all these times when you're losing a friend. The second time I'm going to the airport this year to send somebody off. Somebody who's not going to be back in a matter of time. I can't do anything about it anyway. I just hope that I won't have to send yet another person off. Not my close friends...... Nor do I wish to have people sending me off.

Teared On|8:20 PM|

Thursday, August 20, 2009

\\*Wasted effort...*//

Yeah, it was wasted. I kept on putting my emphasis on river channelisation and guess what? None of it came out in today's Geography Common Test. Well, I just shrugged it off. Couldn't manage the paper. Turned out my drawings looked like some kid's doodling of themselves. Scribbled through the paper like mad. I guess the teacher can't read my horrible handwriting. I nearly died and I think I'm half-dead now. Can't type fast enough. Typing like a little kid. My hand's numb... Oh enough with those stupid complains. I hate people who complain and I guess that means I hate myself. Strange... I finally added songs to my blog. Really nice songs. They'll make you sleep if you listen to them in bed. Strangely though, try Poker Face. I actually put it on repeat and fell asleep. I only realised that when I woke up to 'Puh puh puh poker face puh puh poker face'. Cost my player half his life too. He's half dead now too. That's barely 6 months when I switched it with my old one with the warranty. You know what? Don't buy Shiro. I love my player. It's cool. But if you want one that can last you more than 6 months and possesses good music quality, don't buy the cheapo Shiro.

Teared On|6:15 AM|

Friday, August 7, 2009

\\*Friday at last.*//

Friday rocks! It's the last day of the school-going week. I seem to prefer even weeks to odd weeks. I think it's because the friday of the even week, Day 10 is at the end of the timetable. It makes me feel that a long break is coming. Haha. We had a 'long' day in school today. I finally got to bask in the morning sun just now. I was sweating like a pig during the National Day celebrations in the morning. It was crazy. They even repeated the recollection thing. We missed one whole period of Geography as a result which I don't mind. Haha. We watched a couple of National Day videos and had a little chat in class. Guess what crap we got as souvenirs this year. Toilet paper pens. Well, I have learnt to be satisfied after studying in this school. We didn't even get anything last year for the record. I had macaroni in mushroom soup for lunch. It was nice. I'm hungry for chocolates again. A choc a day keeps the person insane. That's me. Alright. I think I'll play games and go blog-hopping. Till then!

Teared On|12:04 AM|

Monday, August 3, 2009

\\*No Homework Day*//

Today surprisingly is No Homework Day! I'm going mad with happiness. I got another good news too. We're going to start school late again on Wednesday after that long more than a month having to get up early for school with mid-week blues. It's so long since I updated my half-dead blog. One thing I share with this blog is that I'm dead most of the time. There's one more thing I found out during biology lesson when we started on Chapter 8 on Transport in Humans. You know red blood cells? I love them a lot. Blood is Life. They lead a really sadistic life though. More sadistic than mine. They're born in the bone marrow and immediately start working around the whole body sending and picking up oxygen. That's 3 months non-stop by the way. Who can last that long? They proceed to be engulf and destroyed in the spleen when they're about to die and be turned into blie pigments in our livers for digestion purposes. What happens next is that they come out as what many people call shit from the anus. Not exactly the real thing but as the nice brown colour you see in your toilet bowl. That's all for today. Till next time!

Teared On|3:23 AM|