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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

\\*Wednesday, 22 October 2008*//

The dull and blunt pain in my heart is just getting duller and blunter. Ok. I'm bringing my camera tomorrow to capture the what will be memories of my best class. It doesn't make sense. We will still be in the same school next year right? Why am I so sad and hurt to go to a new class and start afresh? The reason's obvious. I love you guys too much to be able to bring myself to accept new people, new friends. And I don't even want to think of how I will ever start talking to my new classmates. I really miss everyone. I don't want to think of what will happen in class tomorrow. I wonder how I will feel when I see my BELOVED classmates leaving the class tomorrow. What kind of teacher would separate his students for the sake of helping in the D&T block? Tomorrow is the last day we get to spend together in the same class. Also the last time we carry out the use your hands campaign together. I miss the days. I wonder how I will get over this pain of losing you guys. Not everybody will be "lost" but most of you guys will be. I don't know how to describe this feeling but it feels like somebody has just died and there's this hollow pain in your heart. I feel so horrible. So very horrible.
By the way, I hope you guys will allow me to take pictures. I really cherish the time we had together and want to re-experience it all over again. But I know this will be impossible. For the 1st time in my life, I'm looking forward to going to school. At least I want to say my last goodbye to my precious classmates and my beloved class.

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