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Thursday, October 9, 2008

\\*Thursday, 9th October 2008*//

I'm back. Everytime I look at this page, I don't feel like typing anymore. I don't know why. It's so boring. Haha. Got back some papers today. Home Econs, History, MT and Maths P1. Did ok ok except for Chinese. That seriously was the worst paper of all. I mean Paper 1. I actually failed. Wow! The feeling's great. Since I got to vent my anger on that stupid exam script. Why must they use Higher Chinese marks? Why? It seriously pulled and will definitely pull down my results, so why did I put in so much effort for all the other subjects? Yeah. I got back HMT paper too. B4. Just B4. That's worse than me failing my normal Chinese and still getting 69.8 for my SA2. I felt horrible. I seriously regret taking higher chinese. Seriously. Now, I lost my freedom, free time, time to spend with my friends, lunch with my family (I really miss lunch cooked by Mummy T_T) I had been eating out in the canteen everyday of the week. It's a horribly good thing I didn't suffer from hair loss from eating too much MSG. Finally the exams are over. Which means I have to re-get use to the usual hectic life I lead. NO TIME FOR EVERYTHING. The only good thing about exams is that I have time with my family. Although I spend most of the time studying. It's better than barely interacting with them at all. That's what happens during normal days. I've lost my carefree life and presently almost buckling under pressure. Yeah. Although exams are over, I still don't feel it. What I feel is a normal day, with friends moaning and groaning about exam scores. Can I ever return to my primary school days? The days I enjoyed at home even though I cried in school almost everyday. I want to go back being the stupid, retarded, emo person I used to be. I think I should stop here in case I go mad. Bye!

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