Hi. I'm back again. I practically have nothing to do online these days. I find online games too boring. Mostly, I'm looking for music!!! Man, my mp4 player spoiled. Not a surprise actually. It had always been like that. Since the day when it was born, I had to worry about it all day and night. I have to live without music in my ears all these days and that is torture to me. Haha. I haven't really completed yesterday's post. There's one last thing I want to add. The parting wasn't so painful after all. The thing that hurts was the fact that I may not be able to see them agian. You see, my parents are considering transferring me out of this school. Most likely, I will be transferred to my sister's future school. It will definitely be one of those good schools. Not neighbourhood. But I just can't accept the fact. I love my friends in this school. I love my class. I don't want to change school just because my parents think I can do better. I'm happy here. Despite all the complains. I really am. They think friends are secondary and that I can make many more friends or even better ones at better schools because they are much more hardworking and better behaved. Sorry, I can't accept that and am not going to.
Hey! I'm back again. Haha. Sorry for not posting on last day. My parents have been using the computer lately. That's sad. But I can post now. I went to school early. I think I went to school early. I felt kind of sad. I thought that's it. We all went to the hall to listen to some long talks. Then went back to class for the use our hands campaign. I got made to wipe tables. I really don't mind. We got to bond. That's the most important thing. We got to talk and enjoy ourselves. Oh. And we had to wipe the whiteboard. Angel wiped with me. Haha. We didn't want to wipe tables. It looked so boring. Jian Yu got the easiest job there. He just had to sit down and make sure nobody squeezed water on the floor. I PURPOSELY did that to see what he would do. He just stared open eyed at me and... didn't tell Mr Shen. Haha. I really had a lot of fun the whole day. Then we threw the rag up the ceiling to see who could throw higher. Haha. Then Mr Shen caught us. He scolded Li Yue because she was the model student. Haha. The benefits of being a normal student is that you can do bad things and not get punished or scolded for it. Ok. I gotta go now.
The dull and blunt pain in my heart is just getting duller and blunter. Ok. I'm bringing my camera tomorrow to capture the what will be memories of my best class. It doesn't make sense. We will still be in the same school next year right? Why am I so sad and hurt to go to a new class and start afresh? The reason's obvious. I love you guys too much to be able to bring myself to accept new people, new friends. And I don't even want to think of how I will ever start talking to my new classmates. I really miss everyone. I don't want to think of what will happen in class tomorrow. I wonder how I will feel when I see my BELOVED classmates leaving the class tomorrow. What kind of teacher would separate his students for the sake of helping in the D&T block? Tomorrow is the last day we get to spend together in the same class. Also the last time we carry out the use your hands campaign together. I miss the days. I wonder how I will get over this pain of losing you guys. Not everybody will be "lost" but most of you guys will be. I don't know how to describe this feeling but it feels like somebody has just died and there's this hollow pain in your heart. I feel so horrible. So very horrible.
By the way, I hope you guys will allow me to take pictures. I really cherish the time we had together and want to re-experience it all over again. But I know this will be impossible. For the 1st time in my life, I'm looking forward to going to school. At least I want to say my last goodbye to my precious classmates and my beloved class.
Yeah. Nothing Gonna Change My Love For You. Really. I love you and will always do. Don't misunderstand. It's 2E4'08. I really miss you guys. Even before holiday ends. It's so sad and kinda painful. Although we will only be a few classes apart. I don't know how to describe how I feel now. I don't know why I'm feeling so much pain. Truth is, this is the best class I've ever had. Really. There are some things we don't like. Some things too gross to look at. Some things we fight and shout over. But we are still 2E4'08. Only ONE 2E4 can so special and it's US. Remember guys, I LOVE YOU. Without ANY one of us, it will not be 2E4'08. I went to Xiao Hui's blog and read her latest post. It NEARLY moved me to tears. NEARLY only hor. I swear I didn't cry. Haha. I'm really afraid that I will cry in front of the whole class on Thursday. I don't do that. I will absolutely feel embarrassed.
I'm hurt by the fact that we have to be streamed apart. I only want to be in this class. I don't want to be separated from all of you. It was so hard to make friends when I first stepped in to this class. But you guys proved my thinking otherwise. I have loads of friends now. Yeah. All thanks to all of you. I really can't bear to part with you guys. I wonder why things are so cruel. Why must they end our happiness? Why must they pull us apart? Why? Man, I sound like a depressed person. Maybe I am, after all.
Look, I really don't dare to do these, but I really want to hug all of you. I want to say that I love you guys so much. I know that these are impossible feats to me, but I'm not crazy. It's just that... I really don't know how to explain it.
Last but not least, we, 2E4'08, must keep in touch with each other. I don't care what it takes, I don't care what others say of us. We will pull through everything together and make others jealous of us. To those suckers who spammed OUR class blog, who do you think you are? Are you jealous of how united our class is? If you think you're BIG, you're not. By doing this, you are hurting others and belittling yourself. To us, you are just a pathetic little kid who doesn't know anything about our class. We will not let you get it your way. We will not let you hurt any one of us. We'll make sure of that.
Ok. I'm betting on my computer usage by finishing this post. Gotta go now. Bye.
I'm back! Had loads of fun last night with SHH!. They rock my life. The whole conversation was filled with lameness and laughter. Luckily my whole family was asleep or else they would have sent me to IMH. Anyway, I woke up early again. Ate 2 currypuffs for breakfast then went to watch kidscentral. Haha! Then I completed a book. Actually I had already read it for 2-3 days. Then... LUNCH TIME!!! Fried noodles again. I was so disappointed. It seems like everytime we come back to JB, my mum will cook fried noodles. My face clearly showed what I felt because Mummy said she will cook tomato sauce noodles. Same. Only the last time we ate, it was black sauce. I felt better. In the end, she cooked extra black pepper noodles and of course, I ate some more. Haha! I wonder what I will look like after the holidays. Thinking about that, I don't even think I will gain weight. There's band. The most effective weight losing company. Just go for 1 single practise and you're BEAT. I tried weighing myself before and after each practise and it's proven. 1 kg per practice. I really dread going back to band. I dread what we will get from him. It's scary. No. It's just sickening. I thought I was going to enjoy the music when I 1st joined band, but it turned out otherwise. Ok. Lets not talk about unhappy stuff. My parents went out with my sisters just now, leaving me and my bro at home. He was busy playing his computer game and shouting at every success he made. I was BORED. In the end, I ended up watching Kyle XY. Missed damn lots of episodes. I didn't even know what happened already, but more or less I guessed Kyle had found out a little bit more on his past. After that, I was lazy, so I continued watching a game show. Then, my parents rang up and told me to stop my bro from playing games. I finally got up and switched off the TV and played the piano for a while. I nearly fell asleep, so here I am. Haha! Sitting in front of a computer will never make one sleep. Ok. Gotta go! BYE!
Hello! I'm back! Haha. Now you guys can see new posts more often. I can go online almost everyday! Haha! All because exams are over. It doesn't mean that everything is ok though. There are some cons about finishing exams. The thing is, you get so bored at home and at school. There's like nothing to do. When I say that, Mummy will ask me to do housework. That is worse. Haha. I woke up too early today. Like 8 or 9 o'clock. Too early for me. I normally wake up +-lunch time. About 12 to 1 p.m. Yeah. I know I'm a pig. Eating and sleeping the whole day. I holed myself up in my room to read. Then, without knowing, I fell asleep. I only woke up with a jolt when I saw the lights on and the sky outside dark. 7.20 p.m. Cool. Haha. Now, it's my life. I mean, everybody has gone to sleep. Privacy. Hahaha! That's why I prefer using the computer late at night when everybody cannot take it anymore and retreat back to their rooms. Luckily I'm a night owl. Sleep late, wake up late. Haha. Ok. This is getting boring. Like I'm talking to myself. I'm gonna sign off. Bye!
I'm back. Everytime I look at this page, I don't feel like typing anymore. I don't know why. It's so boring. Haha. Got back some papers today. Home Econs, History, MT and Maths P1. Did ok ok except for Chinese. That seriously was the worst paper of all. I mean Paper 1. I actually failed. Wow! The feeling's great. Since I got to vent my anger on that stupid exam script. Why must they use Higher Chinese marks? Why? It seriously pulled and will definitely pull down my results, so why did I put in so much effort for all the other subjects? Yeah. I got back HMT paper too. B4. Just B4. That's worse than me failing my normal Chinese and still getting 69.8 for my SA2. I felt horrible. I seriously regret taking higher chinese. Seriously. Now, I lost my freedom, free time, time to spend with my friends, lunch with my family (I really miss lunch cooked by Mummy T_T) I had been eating out in the canteen everyday of the week. It's a horribly good thing I didn't suffer from hair loss from eating too much MSG. Finally the exams are over. Which means I have to re-get use to the usual hectic life I lead. NO TIME FOR EVERYTHING. The only good thing about exams is that I have time with my family. Although I spend most of the time studying. It's better than barely interacting with them at all. That's what happens during normal days. I've lost my carefree life and presently almost buckling under pressure. Yeah. Although exams are over, I still don't feel it. What I feel is a normal day, with friends moaning and groaning about exam scores. Can I ever return to my primary school days? The days I enjoyed at home even though I cried in school almost everyday. I want to go back being the stupid, retarded, emo person I used to be. I think I should stop here in case I go mad. Bye!
Hey! Exams are unofficially over! There's art left only. Cannot study. I feel so bored and tired but cannot put off the temptation to come online... Still dunno what to blog about. My typing skills getting worse because I have been using my phone too much. I went to press 1 for a full stop. Nevermind. We'll talk about exams. I practically finished everything. Worried about Science. I want to go to pure science class because I want to do Biology. I'm horribly afraid that I cannot make it. Bio seems very interesting. Better than Physics. Haha! Daddy says physics is a must because our everyday life is involved with it. What can I do? Take physics. Ok, enough of all the crap. Bye!
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