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Monday, September 1, 2008

\\*Monday, 1st September 2008*//

Smile! I'm back! I posted the last post long, long ago. Glad to be back. My sister's sitting for her PSLEs this year, so can hardly use the computer. My dad says that it will distract her. Haha! I don't know what it feels like to take PSLE. Some of you guys know the reason. I'm a weirdo. I don't have PSLE result and I seem to disappear from the surface of the Earth for 2 years. Yeah. I'm feeling more at ease to reveal all this because we have been in the same class for almost 2 years. I still feel mad at my past. I still don't like the way things have turned out for me. But, I have no choice. I have to live with my horrible past haunting me like sh*t. None of you had had this experience before, so you don't know how bad I feel. Too many things have also happened to me in this short period of time that I'm in BVSS. Too many. I suddenly feel that I'm a problematic person. My parents say so. I'm rebellious, they say to their friend. Now, the latest thing that is troubling me is that I left my handphone in my pocket and my mum put the clothes in the washing machine. The outcome is awfully predictable. I'm using my father's antique phone now. Better than nothing anyway. I gotta go. Sad. Will come back in another couple of months. =(

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